fughead

heaven!!

2009-10-14T08:20:00.000-07:00

its the end of N lvls!!!
woohooo!!! can rest my freaking mind now!
hahaha! and now is just the right time to start working
and earn some money. haha.

its 4 more days to our special day dear!
just 4 more days! haha.

2009-09-10T02:00:00.000-07:00

till when can we stop arguing bout small matters?
i dont wan this to go on dear. i know you also
don't wan this to go on. im sorry for being ego at some time.
im sorry for being selfish.

i know we can go through all this hard times. i know we can.
i love you Reena. and i always do.

2009-09-09T09:26:00.000-07:00

(for friends: immediately agree and go)
i dont wanna say much here. let every words
describe itself.

2009-08-14T08:10:00.000-07:00

wooooohoooooo!!!!!
bloody hell!!!!!hahaha!!!
you guys may wonder why im so hyper active rite?
hahaha.im just soo happy cos first thing,
prelims are DONE!!can rest abit bfore 'N' is coming.
hahah. and secondly, GROWING OLDER and STRONGER baby!!
wow!coming to a great 2years and 2months this 18 dear!!!haha!!
haha.the longest relationship ever!

i love you because you are my first kiss.
i love you because you brought me to the right path.
i love you because you are a caring lady.
and i love you because you are everything.
you're just the perfect lady for me.

next, friends...
have been slacking with hannan,rizal,faizzul and sometimes ameer.
they are great friends that really help me alot too.
mostly in studies. haha. if its not for them, my studies
will surely drop like fuck.
i wanna thank you guys for helping me.
i guess thats all i gotta say for now.wooohooo!!
CHAOS!!!

2009-07-25T05:10:00.000-07:00

without you in my life? ans:Misery.
replacing you from my heart? ans:No one.
why are you so important? ans:My future.

i love you baby!love you soo much!
i pity you my dear.wen you told me you
were on 5 days MC, i feel really sad for you.
baby eat your medicine and rest alot kay.
no matter wat, i will always be there for you.
Get well soon my gorgeous baby!

LaFamilia

2009-07-22T02:59:00.000-07:00

well, frankly speaking i miss LaFamilia.
now all of us is on our own saperate ways.haiss. people make mistakes and mistakes can be forgiven and forget.
if Allah can forgive us, why cant we forgive each other and get back as one again? i will wait. and im sorry to those i've hurt.

have fun! haha

2009-06-28T02:17:00.000-07:00

JUNE!!!!!!

2009-06-21T09:48:00.000-07:00

what a happy june holiday for me!
hahaha. i guess this is my bestest month ever!
first of all i turn 16!!second 2YEARS ANNIVERSARY with
BABY!! wooohooo!!!! i love you baby!!! hope we last forever!
after that feel happy for baby cos she turns 16 too. hahaha!
spent alot alot alot lot lot lot time with my dear baby .
lastly! i get to meet my cuzzie after all this while!
woohhoooo!! beh tahan eh! ok crap.
hahah. cheers and beers everyone!!

2009-05-11T23:45:00.000-07:00

damn stress this two weeks!

dunno how my results gonna be.

now left with two papers,art and physics.

not too worried bout physics.BUT!!

damn stress with my art!

i lost the whole stack of drawings for my

visual diary!!! now i have to re-draw every shit back!

what a life!! hahaha.

lately, jus spending time with baby.

had our normal coffee nites.

where we sit at one place,bought coffee

and LAUGH alot. hahaha.

love coffee nites soo much!!

and ofcourse i love my one and only baby!!

woOhoO!!few more days left sweetie!!!

happiness!!

2009-04-18T05:46:00.000-07:00

woohhooo!!!damn!!love today man!!
HAPPY MONTHSARY BABY!!!
well its our 1 year 10 months anni!!
GOD!!we're growing stronger every day baby!!
btw, we had breakfast today at mac.after that,
went jln2 around BP.haha.and to day's weather.
wah piang ehh!!humid like hell!!haha.but that doesn't
matter cos i had fun being with baby!

yst??hell!!!wooohoooo!!! STATE OF DECAY!!!
peh bawek drg!!hahaha.i knw i sound like one matrep.
haha.but its the fact, S.O.D. is one fucking great band.
i mosh like as if noone is around me cos i jus punch
anyone even lanjang.hee. sorry! tk sengaje. nga steam
lagu drg arh bro.hee.overall, its fucking great!

well, this two days is full of happiness for me
cos my fav band performed and my relationship
with baby is stronger.the best part was going out
early in the morning with baby!GOD!i love you so
much my love!! and i love the gig!!

2009-04-11T02:33:00.000-07:00

we look alike!

she's gorgeous isn't she!

Yesterday went out with baby to Jurong point

then to west coast. haha. actually wanted to go to

Jurong Library. but then forgot yst good friday so

library close. So we went to west coast. Then went

back home. haha. Baby! you're soo cheeky!! haha.

love you hunny!

and baby, i love you wearing the shirt!

it look good on you gorgeous!

2009-04-05T09:20:00.000-07:00

i miss you soo much dear!
cant wait to meet you in school tomorrow.
Gee.only god knows how my feelings towards you is growing.
and how badly i miss you.i just can't stop thinking of you baby.
and btw get well soon okay hunny.have alot of rest.
need help,i'll always be there.

I L Y I M Y I N Y I W Y

it's still on baby! :p

2009-04-05T09:08:00.000-07:00

life have been so sad after that incident.
i just don't understand.what did i do wrong?
am i that useless?do you really meant what you say?
i've got a question for you.
have you ever know what i felt?when im down?and when im lonely?
maybe the bonding is not there anymore.or maybe im just to weak.

baby, thanks for cheering me up.i know you'll be there for me.

im sorry baby.

2009-03-31T04:32:00.000-07:00

to dearest baby,

im really sorry for wad i have done today.

i really felt guilty towards you baby. im really really sorry baby.

im soo mean towards you. im selfish.always thinking of myself.

and i know it wont happen again hunny.i promise.

how stupid of me to forget?and i want you to know ive never put you aside.

cool shit!!

2009-03-26T05:12:00.000-07:00

just browsing on youtube then saw this video!

he's so good!!

ENJOY!

2009-03-24T03:35:00.000-07:00

today,nothing much.jus got caught by DM to cut hair.
haiss.now hair short but don't care.hahaha.
stress and worried about baby's art.haha.mine can ignore.
nvm,cause my future don't depend on arts.haha.so can help baby alot.
and now im just playing my guitar and thinking of you, baby!

and

to baby, there's something up for you dear! :)

2009-03-22T00:22:00.000-07:00

baby, are you okay??
everyday i ask myself, whether you're okay or not.
i can feel it when you are down or sad.
i can know tt baby.please baby,if there anitin you would like to share
or let you're feelings out ,you can always talk to me.

to baby, please cheer up hunny.

fuck!!!

2009-03-21T23:22:00.000-07:00

i jus hated home soo much
why must i be treated like one outsider that rents the room??
well, i guess i've been treated more worst,like a WALL!!
as if im not part of the family.
fuck off larh MAHMOD. i wish i could just fuck ur ass out of my life!!

2009-03-16T04:21:00.000-07:00

im really sorry if i've made you upset baby.
all i wanted is to make you smile and happy.
i don't care at all when you said to me not to call you baby.
cause you say it disgust you.i know deep inside your heart,
you love me. cause i can feel it my dear.
i don't blame you at all baby. cause i know you are jus tired.
i always forgive you my dear.no matter how harsh you may be
with your words.

i will always love you my dear.

Great day!but yet tiring...

2009-03-15T06:37:00.000-07:00

congrats to sabrina's sister,kak wani, for a happy engagement day!
quite fun today.haha.didn't expect today to be like this though.
early in the morning, sabby called me and wanted to borrow my video cam.
so i say yes and wanted to sent to her.then i called again,she say her sister needed
urgent help.so i came and i called ameer to tag along.then,blah3, around 12 pm,
we called hannan to tag along cos we were thinking of lepak-ing after that.
but...sabrina requested one more thing!!CUCI PINGGAN!!!hahaha.
we wash plates till 6.30pm. had a break time bout 5 pm.hahaha.
now i know how you guys out there wash plates in an occasion.
baru tunang,blom kahwin! hahaha.btw thanks to sabrina and family
for the food and MONEY! hahahah.

and baby you're so beatiful just now.:)
love you hunny!!!

Thank you hunny!

2009-03-14T03:53:00.000-07:00

well first of all, baby you lied to me.
cos you said your mum wanted you to buy something for her.
but, eventually you bought for ME a cap!WoooHooo!!!
ELEMENT LAH SIAL!!!!hahaha. miss that brand alot.
reminds me of my skater days.hahaha.
soo sweet of you to know what i really want!!!
love you alot hunny!!im gonna appreciate it alot!!!
thank you baby boo!! btw,your so sweet just now!
;)

to baby...

2009-03-14T03:39:00.000-07:00

everything that happens btw you and me,
i hope you would forgive me and leave it behind.
every happiness that we shared,
don't keep it but treasure it in your heart.
every sweet words that have been told,
i believe it, cos i trust you.
care,love,trust,happiness and every sweet times that we had,
i really appreciate it with you baby.
you're just everything,EVERYTHING that i would live for!
smile alot baby...LOVE YOU!

Sports Day or Chaos Day?!

2009-03-13T18:26:00.000-07:00

Clockwork Hero!haha!
she looks creepy!:-S

WooHooo!!love them!!

The Kecohs!!haha

the peoples that make ZHSS walls crack!!

firstly sports day,GEREK!secondly,KECOH!!lastly,CHAOOSS!!!

haha.love the face paint.thank you sayang!and love you guys!!

haha.lazy to type other stuff that happen.

let the picha do the talkin!

2009-03-09T04:06:00.000-07:00

im starting to fall again

my friends and my beloved baby.

i know im at fault to you baby and you're not to be blame.

i miss you soo much hunny.i wish you have not gone away from me.

cos i need you soo much baby.without you,im jus a person without bones.

my heart never change abit when i ask you to be with me again and you said no.

even the 'no' seems straight to the face.i can't go on without you.

but for my friends,what did i do to you guys?

why are you guys treating me like a piece of shit and ignore me when im around?

but its okae i dont blame you guys cos i think i have done sumtin wrong but i dont know.

i need you you so much hunny.let me prove to you again please.

im really sorry for everything hunny.

love is growing every second...

2009-03-06T23:21:00.000-08:00

WOW! Baby i love you so much!!

hee. who's the cheeky one ??me or you??

hee.i always miss you right after i walk one step away from you.

my love towards you grows more and more everytime i breathe.

you always brighten up my day.

when im with you,it seems that you're the cure of my sorrowness.

i'll apreciate your love that you have brought to me.

i love you and only you baby!

And i love yesterday!hee!

recording day...pfft!

2009-02-28T06:02:00.000-08:00

kinda pissed off with bandmates.hais.

why won't you guys understand?

i've already said to you guys, im focusing

in school.Mayb you guys think i've got no commitment.

haiss. fuck it all arh.

Im gonna focus on my school more than you guys.

soo, say wad you gotta say.

and i know i make mistakes jus now.

im really Sorry if i let you guys down!

2009-02-18T08:44:00.000-08:00

i jus can't sleep after wad you said.

im really shock.wad have i done wrong dis time?

did i hurt ur feelings?did i scold you?

tell me wads wrong.please baby,i need an explanation.

we can't go around like this.this is not wad we are meant to be.

am i not paying attention to you?did i say anitin to hurt you?

questions jus can't stop popping in my head.

i tried not to talk to you for a moment wen ur really angry sumtimes.

is tt a wrong thing i have done?

i just try to avoid worsening the problem.

please baby,i really need ur love.

wad made me really shock is tt,u tend to be happy, cheerful and very alive

wen meeting me.and you said sweet words towards me.

dont tell me all tt is jus an act baby.plz.

i wont stop proving till u are satisfied.

trust me. ur the one and only girl i keep in my heart

and ur th only girl i love truely and faithfully.

i will alwaes love you no matter how high the and how tough the obsticles are,

i'll try every hope i have jus to be there with you.

Please baby:(

2009-02-02T04:15:00.000-08:00

Please Please Please forgive me for scolding u jus now.

i noe i broke tt promise. But i did'nt really mean it.

i noe ive hurt u alot of times.

i dont want u to leave me again.

i love you so much that i cant bear to let you go.

please forgive me and let me prove to u again.

i jus wanted u to be there on 14 feb.

Cos i wan u to be my velantine.My true velantine.

but if u really insist of going out with ur friends,

its okae.I understand.

2009-02-01T05:17:00.000-08:00

hey hey you you. haha.waddup my niggers.

haha.kae today..hmm.

go out wif marissa,hannan,ameer and sabrina.

okae u guys might wonder y i put her name rather than baby rite.

hahah.actually wen we went out jus now,we are not us.

we are jus frens.but thats not a problem theres more jus wait.

haha.hmm. we went to civic centre library den go makan at banquet.

den went home.after that i send sabby home.but not really send her home sraight,

we stop one place and talk things out.after so called a long begging

from her, we are together back and hope she's happy.

okae tts roughly wad happen today.

thanks for coming back to me baby.i love you so much.

hope you forgive wad i did to you.

rite tts all for today folks.

2009-01-27T03:03:00.000-08:00

im so frrustated with myself!!!

why am i tt dumb to leave my S.S notes in school??

pathetic.not only tt,i dont even have my textbook.

arrgghhh.anyone help me.

2009-01-24T21:39:00.000-08:00

Kinda busy dis days.

so yeah, no time to post.

haha.so phm2 jek ehk klau tak post pape.

hahaha.anitin i'll update u guys.

2009-01-19T07:24:00.000-08:00

My heart won't even change abit when u say tt.
Cos i will always love Sabrina Adilla.
No one can even make me replace Her in my heart.
Even You dear.

try to make me hate You.
Cos u won't be able to do that.
Ur name is carved in my heart.
I swear its true.

Im happy wen You are happy

Love, Trust, Care...
I failed again.

2009-01-08T03:40:00.000-08:00

Yaw Yaw Yaw!!haha

Whoooo! Damn3 tired for dis past few days.

Arrggghhh.Stuck with maths homework EVERYDAY.

But wad to do. Haiss.

To bad need to stay up so late everyday jus to finish up everything.

Chaos Dok. haha.

Btw skewl is kinda Fun dis week.Laugh3 with lanjang and alif at the back of the class.

hahaha.And get to see my dearest baby.

Funny larh baby, sleep in class. But pity her also larh,

everyday not enough sleep and she is sick. :(

Baby cheer up and get well soon okae . Love You so much.

okae3.now get back to skewl works agaen. Pfft.

mission for this year

2009-01-02T22:40:00.000-08:00

go to school often
have a new lifestyle
no boozies(stop already. haha)
no smoking(i guess)
appreciate My Baby for who she is
no lying(try.:-S.haha)
focus more on my studies
no performing on stage
no wasting money on jamming
spent alot of tyme wif My Baby
no hurting Baby's heart
no fighting with anyone especially My Dearest Baby
haiss.alot more to do.

hais. alot more to do.

pffft. pathetic. wad to do.

WTF!!!

2009-01-02T22:29:00.000-08:00

condamn after condamn.

wad did i do wrong towards them??idk.

pfft.haiss.

for now jus wanna keep my fucking my shut.

dnt speak a word.if they say anitin i swear im gonna say "ouh okae"

haha. haiss.

people will jus judge us by the bad shit we did. they will nvr see a single bit

of good things we did.WTF!!

wake up guys. wake up!!

aren't u guys tired of judging people??

2008-12-26T03:18:00.000-08:00

all i want now is,

to regain my trust back from

my baby Sabrina.

i hope we can go through dis

in a bttr way n loving u

in a right way.

im really sorry for wad ive done to u.

i dont mean it baby. trust me.

give me time and ill prove to u tt

i can change for good.

i swear I'll change jus for u and mum.

Happy Monthsary!!!

2008-12-18T00:00:00.000-08:00

Happy 1 year 6 months anniversary!!

Tanx for everything that u have done for me.

Im sorry for hurting u and making u feel bad.

I hope we could last forever.

Love u syg and only YOU.

second family???

2008-12-16T05:10:00.000-08:00

yay so happy3 today.haha.

get to meet my baby.but she's not in a mood.

but, nvm still happy to see her.cheer up okae sayang.

den we go marissa's crib.hahah.

crazy them.make video n make fun of themselves.

hahah.but funny like f**k arh.

haha.wah hope to lpak agaen wif them arh.

btw thrs baby,hannan,marissa,nabil(marissa's fren),haba and baya.

haha.they brighten up my day i guess.

hahaha.as for baby, cheer up okae.LOVE YOU GUYS ARH!!!

i love YOU and only YOU

2008-12-13T22:13:00.000-08:00

The love i gave to you,

is not the same like the love i ever had.

l feel that its so true,

for the love that i have shared.

Even though u ever hate me,

I'll never do the same.

Cos your not the cause of it,

and you are not to blame.

I love u more than anything,

even i can push myself away.

For you who is my everything,

I'll sacrifice for you in any way.

Thanx for the love that you share,

even if its so hard.

I'll repay you wif alot of care,

And you'll always be in my heart.

Pfft

2008-12-13T00:23:00.000-08:00

jus now wen jamming wif my band.

din get to go watch movie wif baby,sorie dear.

after jamming we head to Douby Ghout to meet some of the redsleeve.

wen we got thr,pfft, the only thing tt my eye focus on was...

MY BROTHER.

Arrggghhh, damn spoil my day.

but i just ignore him.

hahaha.

after that, Lanjang was disturb by us.

hahaha.

pity him but it was fun.

Waahh, lazy arh to type the rest.hahah.CHAOOOSSS!!!!

Psycho Madness.

2008-12-11T01:06:00.000-08:00

love u sayang!

After all the fights tt we had,

now its tyme for us to settle down n get back together.

today was fun n its the best outing together wif baby.

we were laughing all day long.

hahaha.

saw so many kinds of people thr.

hahaha.

stupid gay banglahs, a guy syok sendiri singing on his bike

and the worst. haiyo.

teenagers doing blowjob.pfft.its obvious siol.

wad will ur thinking lead to if a gerl is facing downwards on the guys lap?

hahaha.

pathetic arh.

But the best part was to have baby on my side

and spending alot of tyme together.

i really can't stop being happy wif her.

thanx sayang:)

Love You!

Past.Love.U.Me.Us.

2008-12-09T03:30:00.000-08:00

Baby,

u haf been my everything since u enter my life.

Im really sorry for wad ive done to u.

i tried bringing back our past, wen we were happy every single second.

im really sorry , i let u hopes down.

Please let me prove to u ones more.

Please.

HAHAHA!!!!!

2008-12-09T02:58:00.000-08:00

hahahaha.

im a fucking insult to everyone.

im useless.

errmmm.

nuisance??

ermmm.

heartbreaker. for sure rite guys out thr.

failure.no. 1.

thanx for surpportin my ass in my life guys.

now thrs no need for u guys to handle me animore.

guess no1 cares .

ARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LALALALALALALALA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-07T01:26:00.000-08:00

Check dis SHIT!!!

one of my favourite guitarist.

Micheal Angelo Batio

2008-12-06T22:20:00.000-08:00

love from my mum and tdad is all i want

no outsiders in life

god please help them se

only u can help

i guess

every people have different personality.

trying hard to understand them.

but are they trying hard to understand me?

iwant my past with my dad and my mum together.

i just cant bring them back together.

cos thr living wif their own family.

i wish i can make them see that my three siblings miss the past.

the world is turning upside down now.

and peoples personality is also changing.

i cant believe im posting this.

forgive me baby.);

2008-12-05T13:06:00.000-08:00

i din mean to break ur heart.

i din mean to start the fight.

i jus wan the BEST for us.

all i ever wanted is ur LOVE

and for u to UNDERSTAND me.

Plz don't be MAD at me.

i noe im at FAULT.

Plz don't LEAVE me.

cos life WITHOUT U is MEANINGLESS.

Plz FORGIVE ME BABY. );

Bingit!!!

2008-12-05T02:52:00.000-08:00

First thing todae,

send mum to policlinic.

keep on vomiting n vomiting.

haiyo!!!

after tt tot of goin solat jumaat, but yarh arh sempat.

hahaha.

hmm,den blablablah, at 2 go meet Hannan n Lanjang.

yarh right nk gy blaja sgt.haha.

in the end, lpak near baby's hs.

After that,wah!!!suay suay suay!!!for me to noe n for u to find out.

hahaha. u will laugh at us if u noe.

hahaha.

den nga bingit after tt so called "TRAGEDY", lanjang wen home n left wif me n hannan.

den blablabla agaen n we went to greenridge to grab a drink,

N suay agaen,i dropped my chocolate ice blended n the cup burst n it spilled.

ARRGGGHHHH!!!

damn bingit man jus now. SUAY after SUAY.

hahaha.

well thrs more but not so important.

hahaha.

right den CHAOSSS!!!

waiting.

2008-12-04T09:59:00.000-08:00

now waiting for this ICQ software to download.
pfft. downloaded it b4 but it got problems so ,
i delete it n download it back.haha.
Pity baby, cos she is waiting thr.haha.
Now its downloaded already so yeah tts all
ive got to sae.

<:AtomicElement>

what a day.

2008-12-03T05:33:00.000-08:00

wooo!! quite tiring but fun day today i guess.HAHA.

Mum went out n i need to take care of my

lil brothers. Can't handle by myself so I called Baby.

Tot baby can't make it so i called Hannan to

come over. By 3+ Baby come by Hannan need to go.Pfft!

Watch The Eye 10.HAHA. Cite lame siolz.

After tt blablabla.Den Ah Koon n join us.

Den Baby help me wash up my baby bro Meerzan.

kecoh boi!!!HAHA. After tt send Baby hm n wen straight hm.

Wad a great day today.HAHA. tts all i guess. CHAOSSS!!!!